recently, i have been thinking... maybe i should have my own inspiration, an inspiration to guide me through the next year... i was thinking then... about the past, present and future when i thought of this:you can't change the past. the only thing that you can do is to do well in the present to shape your future. i know it might have been some other people's goal too but it suddenly gave me the thought that i have to do well in order to succeed.  not that i do not like my "present" class but i just find the ppl very playful, causing me not to be able to concentrate when i study. i juz want to be in a better class that at least they would be able to motivate me to concentrate during lessons. humph i think if not many ppl do not have the same goal, i think it should at least motivate the least of them. that i hope that ppl would not have goals and go wandering around having no destination.