today i am very sad. not only me but like alot of sec 2s. sigh. today during drills for like 3 hours, we were very tired. it did not rain as much as it did the last few practices so it is like more hot and like we did not get as much water breaks as the previous practices(3 water breaks in 3 hours). i felt that we were very pathatic.
we(or at least me) felt that our drills were okay. when i thought that our bangs and salutes were good, our commander said it was not good. when i thought it sucked, the commander felt otherwise.
the worst part. my friends were laughing at me,(us) i was already very tired and very want to cry alr, so i did not smile. then they come and look at us do drills(thats okay) but they started laughing. what's wrong? a sweaty bunch of people(and smelly too) were walking around the parade ground, under the hot sun, being screamed at by their commander, not smiling and laughing, and there they are being laughed at. i was alr at the worst point of the day when i want to go home but can't. they aren't the ones doing the drills, why can't they like just not laugh? do they think that it is really fun and nice being shouted at (when we can't drink water-and can't wet our lips with our saliva on our tongue-and still get scolded for not doing drill well-when we are tired-sigh.)
it is really a bad bad day. can't say anything else.
i am the girl;
