aiyo. today i felt happier abit with abit more time, i decided to come here and have a peek. i just realised that bernadine still remembers that i had a blog. i also just realised that i have not updated my blog close to 1 year alr. aiyo.. sigh. things are happening too quick for me to catch up.
anw, today i realised that my appeal got accepted! i was kind of happy and also kind of sad. i was close to accepting the fact that i might not be accepted then up came this thing that i am no longer in art. though i did not like art.. sigh. but still, i got into the same stream as silin. sad that i left minnie behind, but, i dunno, should i say, things still has to go on no matter what happens in life. haha, trying to laugh it off but, failed.
this week has been a total failure. almost everyday had to go to school. sleeping also has been a trouble, want to sleep can't sleep. sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.. why is life so difficult? still i have to smile and face it! people always say, happy is one day. sad is one day. why make life difficult by living life sadly, so i MUST be happy!!! everyone should to. coz this few days keep on raining. the sky already black enough. if everybody is sad than every minute we will be living in darkness, too dark to even see. hehe. maybe i should start by being the sunshine and shoo the darkness away! to do that,, need to be happy! think positively! even problems have ways of solving it, further more, not problems would have a nice side of it! i think i am talking rubbish so i should stop here. till i post again! smile!! :):):)
i am the girl;
