i feel very lousy after this afternoon's games. i'm not good at balls and/or frisbees; i know; but i don't know why i didn't even TRY to catch them?! i'm a really lousy player, team or whatever, but still, why didn't i?
i know its totally me but i don't like it:regretting what i have done after i have done it. i'm really irritated with myself! i can't stand it. why aren't i more active? why didn't i give my best?!
i am the girl;