i know whatever i do, people will be disappointed. i know i have made everyone feel that its not worth trusting me. i don't know whether i should say, coz i know no one even knows about this.
anw, i feel really guilty coz i dunno why. i just feel that after yesterday, that gate thing.. and alot of things. and i don't know; i feel disappointed with myself, and i feel really out of my mind right now. i don't know what i am writing. everything sucks. that's all i can think with my head so pain right now.
oh Lord, what can i do?
please Lord, please help me!!
i am the girl;